"when you ready come and get it" i dunno what the heck this thing kept replaying in my mind. yeah songs do describe me well and also some rythms that makes me feel alive. feel me please. my life is.................. miserable. why cant i get everything i want instead everything i hate? Dark life. A dark dark life.  Sometimes i need someone that really cares about me. I dont trust anybody. Well, ask my heart not me. I felt like im the only human being who stays "UNSTRONG". that word. i dont know if its exist or not. Atleast im not pretending too. But how long can i stay to be like this? THE WHOLE LIFE? I cant trap people feelings but i can read. I dont understand why i cant read my own feelings. The way i talk, i walk, i sleep, i cry. "Admit it that you are surrounded by bitches" I cant handle it. Tbh, confess is the hardest thing. FEEL ME. have you ever feel this? can i scream so that the whole world knows that im crazy? //cries//



"Until i met who are you" "Yes you" "can you feel the pain that i feel?" "what if im the one who ruin your life" "what if i show you the pain that i feel" "you bitch" "because of you, meet the new me" "you make me changed" "i ignore him because of you" "go and find another man dont need to be the third person in my life" "i'll show you" "for sure"

Once i found you, watch and learn. Bitch needs to learn the true meaning of fuck. Until you met me the real me. i do give a fuck. only for you. "I dreamed a dream my life would be, and now i know what is happening" Aint got dark things anymore. All those nightmares will fade. Guess i will laugh at you. Guess who's coming. Let just see whats happen. until i found you.

"Dear someone that i used to love,
Its okay if you dont like me anymore. i DO care. But who in the world would care if someone that you used to love being tricked? stupid. you are stupid. i would probably call u bitch same goes to the girl who ruins my life. Sometimes i care about you. i mean everyday i think about you. but now tell me who's missing who? bitch, please dont fake yourself for a new girl. telling this because i dont want other girls to feel what i feel. Thats all i want to say. say sorry to me. you need to. nahh im just kidding. okbye."


"WHEN YOU READY COME AND GET BECAUSE I WILL SHOW YOU SOMETHING THAT YOU DONT KNOW"

((well hello :) my sixth confession >.< this story is not about me but what i feel, don enjoy the sixth confession well!))

youngjiKim.