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What a day what a life what a dream i dreamed.
All i can say is who am i and what i am. And independent
girl. 14-to-be.
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#ThirdConfession Life is yet worse, yet uglier + 0 comment(s)
//yawn// "morning to the world" "uhh, yeah, school today, i almost forgot" LAZINESS OVERLOAD HERE. "Honey, are you up? breakfast ready" yeah yeah, whatever it is. i hate school. seeing all those "oh-im-hot" girls are the "boring" thing EVER IN MY LIFE. i hate it. hate hate hate. what? HATE. but
nevermind, since today is my last day. i need to show myself. hoho xx. im just to happy to get out from "school of fakeland". but what about him. stupid. why am i talking about that stupid guy.
yup, i hate. I have no friends, NO BOYFRIEND, LOTS of crush. HIM. im also quiet. THE MOST QUIET IN THE CLASS, Yes u.u "Honey, you better get ready for the school and take your breakfast or else you will miss the bus" WELL BUS. huh. full of all those annoying boys. stupid girls. and ME ALONE. "wait mum, i;ll be there any minutes" showered. get dressed. school bags. books. comb my hair. well all done. breakfast all the way. "humm, smells yummy" "then you should came here earlier cuz its getting colder: "sorry mum, im TOO LAZY today" mum smiled.
"yumm" got my breakfast done and suddenly "PINNNNN!!!!" "honey!" "mum, gotta go" "okay honey"
"Well, here comes the startng of my nightmare for today" So, i already plan what im gonna do today
genius me hoho xx. I walked into the bus. I saw him. yes, him. surrounded by fake fucking girls. I feel like i wanna cry. be strong. strong, stronger, be the STRONGEST person cuz you can. cant you be strong? please please. oh yes, empty spot for me! finally. I still walking to my place. all of a sudden, the bus starting to move. BAMM! I fell. I fell infront of PEOPLE? REALLY? Oh myy, please, give me a hole and i'll hide! please. HIM. walking towards me. "grab my hands". "no, i dont need you, thanks" I stand up with "im-the-boss" face. i showed him, life without him is better.
*At school, in the class*
talking to myself again. huh. the girls, as usual, getting "glittery" whatever those stupid things called. the boys are getting the girls attention. Me? //reading books// "Ahh, i hope i can study well in the future, i will" Where's the teacher? Almost 20 minutes late, huh, what kind of teacher are you. "Hey" no, not him. why is he always talking to me? there lots of beautiful girls in the school then he goes straight to an ugly me. I hate but i love him so much. Hearts do plays our feeling often. huh //sigh// "So, you're getting "selfish" nowadays aite?" "Yes, why, is it PART OF YOUR LIFE TO CARE ABOUT ME?" "What if it does? oh no. there goes my heart. i get this one feeling. "Go away, i hate seeing your face around me. "Whatever, hmm how bout we go to cafe tomorrow after school? "Sorry, im moving, today is my last day, and i will say goodbye to this fucking school. too sorry" well, he asked me, huh dissapointed T.T "WHAT? YOU'RE MOVING OUT?" the whole class is staring on us/ i heard a few claps, few strange faces, few mouth-opened face. what to do. "Shut up, yes im moving out, you dont need to shout, its rude okay." "Then what about me?" "So? I dont even care about you" yes i care about you actually. "huh, nevermind then, goodluck on your new school" he left. WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM? WHY IS HE ACTING WEIRDLY TOWARDS ME? IS HE? no he's not. im ugly while he is perfect.
nevermind, since today is my last day. i need to show myself. hoho xx. im just to happy to get out from "school of fakeland". but what about him. stupid. why am i talking about that stupid guy.
yup, i hate. I have no friends, NO BOYFRIEND, LOTS of crush. HIM. im also quiet. THE MOST QUIET IN THE CLASS, Yes u.u "Honey, you better get ready for the school and take your breakfast or else you will miss the bus" WELL BUS. huh. full of all those annoying boys. stupid girls. and ME ALONE. "wait mum, i;ll be there any minutes" showered. get dressed. school bags. books. comb my hair. well all done. breakfast all the way. "humm, smells yummy" "then you should came here earlier cuz its getting colder: "sorry mum, im TOO LAZY today" mum smiled.
"yumm" got my breakfast done and suddenly "PINNNNN!!!!" "honey!" "mum, gotta go" "okay honey"
"Well, here comes the startng of my nightmare for today" So, i already plan what im gonna do today
genius me hoho xx. I walked into the bus. I saw him. yes, him. surrounded by fake fucking girls. I feel like i wanna cry. be strong. strong, stronger, be the STRONGEST person cuz you can. cant you be strong? please please. oh yes, empty spot for me! finally. I still walking to my place. all of a sudden, the bus starting to move. BAMM! I fell. I fell infront of PEOPLE? REALLY? Oh myy, please, give me a hole and i'll hide! please. HIM. walking towards me. "grab my hands". "no, i dont need you, thanks" I stand up with "im-the-boss" face. i showed him, life without him is better.
*At school, in the class*
talking to myself again. huh. the girls, as usual, getting "glittery" whatever those stupid things called. the boys are getting the girls attention. Me? //reading books// "Ahh, i hope i can study well in the future, i will" Where's the teacher? Almost 20 minutes late, huh, what kind of teacher are you. "Hey" no, not him. why is he always talking to me? there lots of beautiful girls in the school then he goes straight to an ugly me. I hate but i love him so much. Hearts do plays our feeling often. huh //sigh// "So, you're getting "selfish" nowadays aite?" "Yes, why, is it PART OF YOUR LIFE TO CARE ABOUT ME?" "What if it does? oh no. there goes my heart. i get this one feeling. "Go away, i hate seeing your face around me. "Whatever, hmm how bout we go to cafe tomorrow after school? "Sorry, im moving, today is my last day, and i will say goodbye to this fucking school. too sorry" well, he asked me, huh dissapointed T.T "WHAT? YOU'RE MOVING OUT?" the whole class is staring on us/ i heard a few claps, few strange faces, few mouth-opened face. what to do. "Shut up, yes im moving out, you dont need to shout, its rude okay." "Then what about me?" "So? I dont even care about you" yes i care about you actually. "huh, nevermind then, goodluck on your new school" he left. WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM? WHY IS HE ACTING WEIRDLY TOWARDS ME? IS HE? no he's not. im ugly while he is perfect.
<my class condition>
Kringgg!!! Finally, the school bells rings.Its over, yeayy! Its finally over, I end my sucking life. "So you are happy now?" "Im not that happy, im just glad its over" i dunno its a lie or not. "Just find a new boy then" He smiled. "What do you mean?" "So you're not aware about things that i do to you? I LIKE YOU. I dunno where to start, so i start off secretly, hmm" "I hate you" "Im sorry" Pinnnn!!! "Well your mum is here, bye. forever." "Uhmm, ahh. bye" awkward moment to go. He likes me? MY CRUSH LIKES ME? He likes me? The hottest person in school likes me? Well, what a joke. So, i think, i'll miss you.
I wrote that for you. honey. sweetheart.special crush. Till we meet again. And that is never. Bye school. Bye forever. He smiled to me. I smiled back.
Hmm............................. well then, bye :) Oh wait, i plan something new in my life,
yay for me. Again, bye.