Greetings. A girl who live her life. Supposed to be alone but not. Supposed to live on her own nation but not.
 She's showing herself to other indeed getting some support but not. Finally, she had realised that the world
 may not be needing her anymore. Live in a lonely world where no people is better. "Ahh, better than before"
 But suddenly, she realised AGAIN, that the world may be needing her. MORE THAN BEFORE? REALLY? WILL I GET  TRASHED LIKE BEFORE? "huh, i hate this feeling" //sigh// Then, she decided to show herself telling people that. Im not showing off this feeling to anybody //sobs// WHAT IS HAPPENING TO THE WORLD? OR WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME? I tried so fucking hard to make my life perfect. Is that small thing i get? Really? "Im hungry" well there goes my tummy. starting to make a sound. "Cheese, tuna, butter, A perfect lunch for me." so i grab all those foods and start to make a sandwich. "Ringgg!!!" "Hello, hmm just asking, why are you absent today" oh myy. crush, he called me? really? "Ahh, im not feeling well, hmm" "Okay, the teacher asked me actually, kbye" WHAT THE? DAMN DAMN DAMN, my life is getting harder and harder //sigh// He text me AGAIN TRYING TO CONTROL MY HEART? REALLY?


 she's not wrong, she's yet feeling this gonna be the hardest thing to do. PEOPLE ARE FEELINGLESS NOWADAYS.
 "A stupid world to live" "Losers are everywhere" "Fake bitches are like thousands here" "Time is getting annoying"
 "People are changing" "The world is getting crazy" "The day become sucks" "The hours left are not precious anymore"
 "Money is like their new god" "Nature getting ignored" Her heart spoke. She is speaking. Yes, she finally confess about
 her surroundings. "Hey little girl" //oh no// no not someone is talking to me. please not me. im here to see the world
 not talking to someone, please no. "Are you ignoring me?" "No, no im not, im just wondering, sorry." "Are you new here?"
 //oh no is this a long chat// "uhmm, yeah" "oh i see" "hmm, sorry, i think i need to go now" //cant breathe well// "wait,
 i still dont know your name?" "keep it mysterious boy, keep it mysterious" i left. without any words. i left, really?
 did i really left? I dont know why but i kept thinking about HIM. Yes, him. Am i madly in love? Why? His eyes, beautiful
 eyes, his soft lips, perfect face, so tall. oh boyy. im not, yes, no no im not, AAHHHH //screams// I gave up, i gave up.



 on life, love, earth, world, EVERYTHING. THEN I REALISED, PEOPLE THOUGHTS ARE REAL, I AM A STUPID GIRL, I AM UGLY, BUT
 WHAT KEEPS ME STRONG IS MY HEART. IM BRAVE, AM I? YES, YES, YESSS! //saying happily// im brave!! finally, im happy
 to see my heart flutters again. yay for me :) so thats a story about a true girl called putri athirah, kim youngji, lucy.



well yeah, fake story ended.

WILL DEFINITELY MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE WITH MY LITTLE GIRL, AYU :)

bubye!